(2 of 2) Here’s the continuation of my dream more than a week ago. “I analyzed it and remembered preoccupations I had in mind before the dream, but still I didn’t get it. [sic]” The vividness also made me remember it for more than a week. Again, I’m posting it here and interpreters, you’re welcome to say what you think.
Though I wished to look back, to again look at her, I never looked back. I wanted to see if she also ran away from me, but I never looked back. I continued running away. I saw myself as Maniac Magee. I continued running and was crying while running. I stopped from running when I knew It’s impossible to see her anymore. — first part of my dream posted more than a week ago (Dec 9, 2004)
I stopped running on the far right of the church’s territory, near to another gate facing North. From here, I knew I wouldn’t see the girl on the other side of the church. I ran from her with reasons I’m probably scared to talk about. I thought it would be a normal walk for me to get out of the church area. But a step made me notice the sudden commotion approaching me. The commotion was caused by a man who’s trying to get me, only followed and being stopped by a few people surrounding him. He was a man with a skin heavily darkened by the sun. Also it seemed, the sun dried his hair. The dryness was obvious in his curly type of hair. They had brown and rounded eyes. I saw in him an Aeata desperate and eager to kill me with his knife. I was just lucky that I had enough time to see what’s coming to me because more dark skinned people were trying to stop him. There were children and ladies that were trying to stop him from getting me. Their emotions were so high that tears fell while stopping the man. Oh, the man was also teary. Some tears even dropped on his already blooded knife. But his desperation and eagerness didn’t help those around him. His strength was too much for them. And besides, I felt that those people around him would have also killed me but preferred no violence. I admit, I was scared. But I knew that If I had to fight for my life, I would do it. Almost a second later, he’s few more steps away from me and all he had to do was to do a great step or jump on to me then he could do what I thought he wanted to do. Then suddenly I saw this man from my right. He ran with a speed that did not give me the chance to see him clearly. I noticed, though, his knife. He jumped in front of me, just as exactly how the dark-skinned man leaped unto me. It was their fight all of a sudden, or it was actually their fight that I thought was between me and the first man. I was pushed away by their rumble. They wrestled to get each other’s knife. Then it seemed they’re slowly moving away from me. After this, I woke up from my dream.